Hi tribe <3
How many of you are in the midst of a depression, a life storm that seems to be imploding on you from all sides? How many of you are crying every day not knowing half the time why you even do so? How many of you feel like you are trapped inside an evil roller coaster and have no idea how to get out? If you opened this post, chances are, you can deeply relate to all of these experiences. I can too.
My dark night of the soul has lasted for about a year and a half so far, and, to be quite honest, I am not sure if I am fully out of it yet. But what I do know from my own experience, is that it does get better. I have experienced all of it starting with painful destruction of the grip of the ego, to seeing literally thousands of past lives, all of which have been overwhelmingly traumatic. I have seen deep into the corners of my shadow, into countless childhood traumas. I have integrated and re-integrated my emotional body, I have learned and identified my coping mechanisms, I have faced my blocks and my fears on and on and on. And continue to do so.
I felt like I can go on no more, I felt like giving up, I felt like an outsider looking in on people having “normal” “happy” lives, then I felt breaths of fresh air and normality here and there. I have been angry that I have to experience this process at all, I have felt helpless, and I have also felt empowered, illuminated, liberated as a result of this process. I have found my purpose, my freedom of self-expression, my joy through this “nightmare”. I have learned to live with it like with a new family member, accept it for what it is, at times even welcome it.
In this video I tell you my story of the dark night of the soul, as well as the progression from me hating and resisting the process to feeling absolutely at ease with the intensity and speed of my internal transformation. I also describe you the mindsets that helped me accept this process and give you ideas of how to look at it and some practical tips to accept the dark night of the soul and be able to move through it with grace and ease.
I hope it serves you on your journey and lifts some weight off your shoulders. If nothing else, in the knowing that you are not alone in the intensity of this process. Like this video, share it with your friends and in your online communities, subscribe to my blog and my YouTube channel, and have a private session with me. I woudl LOVE to help you navigate through your transformation with more ease and less pain.
Love, Katya Turner